From falling from a great height to sexual encounters, dreams keep us busy.

I have a few different dreams:

There's the dream where i feel fear, fear from a violent assault or a fear from losing something. It seems to be a recurring thing. Usually i am running away from someone or something and the dream ends when they or ir catch up to me. According to Dream Moods dictionary:

To dream that you are scared indicates that you are experiencing feelings of self-doubt, incompetence, and lack of control in your waking life. Perhaps you are having second thoughts about a decision you have made. Anger often masquerades as fear, so also consider issues about which you are angry about in your waking life. 

At 37 i suppose it is only natural, i haven't achieved what most people call a normal life. Left my home town in my early 20's never have truly settled, never truly established a meaningful relationship. Have had relationships but they always felt like they came along at the wrong time, i don't regret any of them because it made me who i am but society dictates that you should be in a meaningful relationship by my age. Dreams. The way the mind keeps you occupied in your sleep.

You should have a family and 2.4 kids. But society is broken, there are so many single parent families around, and so many lawless kids as a result of this that i just can't see myself having kids not now, not anymore. If the daydreams ever come true then i will be a millionaire bachelor travelling the world. But as i said daydreams.

Another dream is kissing, strange to me that you can actually define what kissing means in a dream. A year or so ago i was having dreams about one of my best friends, she was living in France at the time and was then living on the party isle of ibiza. She had a french boyfriend at the time and he came across as an okay guy, never showed any outward signs of being a bad person. During the course of their relationship he turned out to be a horrible person and was abusive. My friend chose not to tell me that this was going on until the end. During the time she was with her i had dreams of them kissing. A website said this is a symptom that the person believes they are too close to someone else's relationship and needs to step back. I took this advice and stepped back. But the guilt i felt when i found out has plagued me. If i was more involved i would of known what was going on and i would of been able to stop what happened. It's an irrational thought, but the guilt stays with me. Thinking as i write this she would tell me to sort it out and i don't need to think like that. But thats her she has big heart and is a beautiful person. Because i always thought that i thought it meant something different thought it meant i had feelings for her but after reading the dream site i was happy it wasn't.

Then last night, i dreamt that we were talking in my dream the way we always do, laughing and joking mixed with serious conversation, we were sat on a bench/table in a pub garden, she was sat on the table itself and i was sat n the bench bit. In the dream i said something and she leant in and kissed my cheek. The dream ends. but i do remember most of the dream, the sky was blue, she was wearing a white vest top under a white long sleeved shirt open to the middle and light blue jeans. The grass was lush and green.

When i awoke, i could hear my housemate trying to be as loud as possible sorting through his woork tools, it was 7am. For the next three hours i tossed and turned in bed trying to figure it out, hoping that is wasn't what i thought it was. After getting up i booted my computer and immediately checked what it meant.

 If you are kissing someone on the cheek or someone is kissing you on the cheek, then it signifies admiration, courtesy, reverence, friendship or respect

Once i had read what it meant i felt relief, i have always been a bit insecure about our friendship and so this dream just made me feel better, made me feel like everything was secure with us but it raises the question, what was i insecure about??

That i guess is for another dream.